summer classes

I decided to take summer classes to help speed along my degree. I made the Dean's list for last semester and was happy about that. Right now I am taking another Biology with its Lab (the course is online, the Lab is at the school), and general psychology online. I wish I didn't have to take psychology...but I might end up having to drop it anyway very soon. I'm having a hard time lately. Yesterday was my Dad's birthday. My mother and I were headed to the cemetery and then my grandfather asked if he could go to...so, he came with. The whole time he was talking while I was trying to remember my Dad in my thoughts and posted his birthday card on his stone. My grandfather kept on talking to me, completely ignoring the fact that this is supposed to be MY time with my Dad. I was very upset and still am. I didn't get any time alone with him. Also, I had a terrible nightmare last night and woke up crying and was desperately craving to be wrapped up in a heavy blanket, but there was none to be found. I am having difficulties with reading only it is a little worse, and I am not sure whether it is medication issue, or if it is a learning issue, or if it is a courseload issue or all of the above. Well, thought I'd catch up. I hope things are going well for everyone else.